Why is it the bad dreams I prefer

To the blissful peace?

Extensively have I searched, and I’ve found

Some seldom signs of relief

A feeling of drowsiness came and it cast

Its somber hold upon me

This shade is a curtain, she drowns it all out

And here and now I fall asleep

If you wish to see as I do 

I can’t endorse, refuse to hear you

And if you wish to live as me

I’ll let you in and you will see

If I could I probably wouldn’t

Better not than to say, “Shouldn’t have, wouldn’t have”

If I wish to avoid failure, I would have to possess

Better so than to say, “Have I done everything?”