"Disintegration"

I tried making my fortune yesterday

Blew up in my face

Every time I seek aggression 

I sink, I’ve retained nothing

A stupor, a small explosion

Induced from isolation

I’ll try — pick up the pieces

I try — we cannot fix this


Disintegration

 

When you make good on your word

I’m gone — been gone for ages

Where went — all that I wanted

Where went — my biggest fortune

 

A merging emerging

Disintegration

 

Apples and oranges have merged today

They seem optimistic, I can’t be that way

I cannot speak out, my voice has vanished away

I cannot speak out, so why should I stay?

 

Apples and oranges have merged today

They seem optimistic, why shouldn’t I stay?

I cannot speak out, but I’m used to it that way

Your voice resonates, so I think I’ll stay

 

A merging, emerge

Disintegration

 

They merged today, they merged today

They merged today, and I think I’ll stay